I wonder why

..people seek for followers. Like in Tumblr, (yes, I'm a Tumblr user) many will follow you for you to follow them back, while in fact, it's not the real purpose of that blogger. Well, just pissed off by those people.
How's my today? It's quite good, but over-all, it really is boring. From morning 'til now, I'm just here inside our house, staring at my laptop all day long, browsing his profile, scanning his pictures, staring at his face, and realizing that while I'm doing these stuffs, I'm being more attracted by him. Speaking of him, him, he's the one for me as for now. I don't meet him yet personally, but I'm hoping. I'm quite against about this feelings for him, 'cause I never met him from the past nor in the present, but I'll repeat, I'm hoping that one day, somehow, we'll cross each other's path. Everyday, I ask myself, if this could ever be possible, the feeling that I like someone despite of not meeting nor knowing him personally. This feeling is the hardest of all, I think.


I've decided to post my today's blog here in blogger instead of Tumblr so that no one can merely see, just you, blogger, and I.


Good night, and thank you for listening to me. :)

Hello Blogger

Hello Blogger. How are you? It was a long time since I visit you. Well, as for now, everything flows too good to me. Thank God for that. But I do have so much things and wants in my life for now. Please, tell me to be more patient. I know, someday, all of my dreams would be coming my way.


-- Good night. :">

Unwanted Feeling :(

So eto.. Home alone, again. Sembreak kasi e. Ako lang ang may sembreak ngayon dito sa bahay. Ayos naman. Kaso wala kong makausap kundi si Facebook, Tumblr, Twitter at ikaw, Blogger. Kumustahin mo naman ako. Tanong mo sakin kung ayos lang ba 'ko. Feel ko kasi, HINDI :(
I've felt something wrong, pero hindi ko alam kung ano. Feel ko hindi ako masaya. :( Someone out there that can make me happy and can show to me my worth? Pakiramdam ko, I worth nothing. Anu ba toooooo!? Epekto ng boredom? O ng sembreak? O ng mga problema na mismong ako sa sarili ko, hindi ko alm kung ano problema ko. Sana matapos na 'to.. Anghirap talaga ng gantong feeling. SWEAR!

My Hidden Love For You

I know that I do love you, I know that I most care..

‘cause every time I see you, my heart would stop and stare.

I know this is not for good, for my bestfriend loves you..

And whenever my mind reminds me, you love her so much too..

I can’t even complain, for I am nothing but a friend to you..

There’s this day I woke up, and there’s nothing in my mind but you.

My heart shouts your name, my eyes only see your presence.

I know that this is impossible, but I can’t help it feels your sense.

How I wish I could tell you, how much I really do love you.

How much I feel so much heartache, when I see my bestfriend beside you.

I don’t know what to do, I don’t know what to say..

What I only know is, I want you here to stay..

I hurt when I see you, happy with my bestfriend..

But I would be much more hurt, when I’m gonna see you without her..

So I can’t do anything, but to look after you.

You’re happy with her presence, but I hurt when I see you through..

— I made this poem for those people who were In love with there Bestfriend’s Lovelife, I should say. :)

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A Goodbye

How could I say goodbye, to the people I love without cry?

For everyday in my deeds, they are the ones whom I’m with.

I wish that day won’t come, because I would never be so calm.

If I would know that they and I, shall say a Sad Goodbye..

How I wish they would know, how much I really love them all..

Even sometimes we’ve mistakes, I love them still that no one can break.

I don’t want to say goodbye, to the people that are so nice.

I don’t want to be far from them, I don’t know what to do without them.

But there’s this day that’s near, I know that it is for real.

That we would going to leave, for us to fulfill our dreams.

I wish I won’t cry, when that moment arrive..

I don’t know what to say, to all these persons I most care..

There’s only one thing I want to say, that would make them feel the same way.

We love one another well, that no one else could ever fell..

— This poem was for my High school classmates. I love them so much. I really do.. :)

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Good morning, and I'm home alone..

So Good Morning.. This is my second day of waking up with you, blogger. You're so nice to me. Thanks for being my acquaintance for two consecutive days wherein I don't have someone here beside me, because all of them are in school. By the way, it's my Sembreak since yesterday. Sooo relaxing yet, I miss my Blockmates. :| I miss my school.. I badly needed to get there next week. NEXT WEEK! :>

Oooh, I remembered, My father woke up in sick. Please God, make him feel brand new. All of them, my Mom, and my Two brothers. I love THEM so much. Thank You. :))

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I smiled because..

..I learned that someone like you, rather, you’re existing here on Earth. I don’t actually meet you but seeing your smile makes my day nice. I don’t know if we’ll cross our ways, but I hope we’ll meet soon. I don’t know why I’ve felt this. Don’t even know how.. All I know is that when I’m reminded of your name, of your smile, it’s like life is so easy that there’s nothing for me to react but to smile. >:D<

I want to meet you soon.. I want to thank you for making me experience this special feeling.. Maybe someday I would be able to know why I felt this. This strange feeling that only comes from you..

I want to MEET you.. 

Soon. ♥

I'm starting to love Blogging..

It's been my first day of having a blogspot, blogger or whatsoever. :) So far, I'm enjoying making those blogs in my other blogger..


Let's see.


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