Ourselves are our best domicile

Okay. This is about our endless rants and complaints about being ourselves and not being him/her. 


Well, I used to judge myself before. I used to get envy to other people. I often tell myself, what's the problem with me? Why do I have to be like this and why they are as cloudless person as they are, unlike me. I used to question myself regarding those things that I can't do, my Achilles' heels, and endless grumble. I told myself, if only I could be her, i think I will be the happiest person on Earth. That if I will be on her shoes, I will be near-to-perfect being and no one will hate me. That if I will be her version, I will be a better person. I cried. I screamed. Then one day, I found myself finally accepting the things that I possessed, the things that I have from the start. Gradually, I can agree to take my flaws and say yes to my imperfections. Something cross upon my mind. That God would never put me in a place if He knows that I won't be happy. And so He put me here, in this place where I am perfectly fit. That if I were be another person, I won't be as precise as I am right now for my family, friends and other people. I won't be this happy or maybe I'll become sadder if I'm not here in this place. What I'm saying is, I was born to be here not to be there. To be me not to be someone else. And if I once thought that i'll be better if i'll own somebody else's life, that's enough, because it's untrue.


Oh well, this will serve as my point of view for the coming years in my life. I know I'm a happy me. I'm happy being me. And if ever I feel dejected, I will just think of this one: God would never put me in a place if He knows that I won't be happy.